my ah ma is hospitalised. her condition is ok, i think. sigh.. went to see her today. shes like in pain.. i see her like that my heart also pain. cried again.. embarassing. i hate my life!! too many bad things happened. contact tore then now, my ah ma fall sick during my exam period! AND im down with a flu. argh. i dont know how to love my life.. how to study like that! WA! i sneezed and i got blocknose! irritating.

im like having ap. all because of the long hours sitting at the hosp doing nothing. i was like throwing tantrums on my daddy. sigh.. i sin again. always sinning. im evil. im so so so sorry to those whom i bullied or maybe throw tantrum on! sorry. forgive me. i do things without thinking. OH YAY! my contact.. called the person. she say that i dont have to pay this time. but if theres a next time i will have to pay. YAY! i saved my 100 dollar! aina like what i promised you! i will buy you 2 ice pop if i dont have to pay! hahaha. i keep my promise. haha(: (: wonder hows my ah ma. shes alone in the hosp. sigh, tmr going to the hosp again. got to study for my bio, phy and ss!! ARGH.. it seems that nth can get into my brain.. sigh. i dont want to have flu during exams! its horrible. i finish the flu panadol.. aiya. lazy to type. cant rmb what happen today alrd. toodles noodles

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DAUGHTER, JANEY!(: